"Evil Eye" is about my mother and the abuse I suffered and endured from her as a little boy. It was devastating. She has rejected me all my life actually. It affects my relationships with women and relating at a deep level. I had to let this go so that I can have peace and move on with my life and be happy joyous and free.

I had to make peace and let it go for my own sanity. I had to let her off the hook and realize she is a sick woman who doesn't know any better. This ran me for so long. I drank and used behind it for years and questioned many things including my own sexuality.

I am a survivor and have a beautiful woman in my life and 2 gorgeous amazing children. So in the end I'm grateful these things happened because I love myself today.