Rock Reads: Life Itself: A Memoir by Roger Ebert

Reviewed by Anthony Kuzminski

.
"I will write this book only once and might as well not make it fiction."

Roger Ebert is a man who relishes the art of film. His reviews are like no other and he's largely viewed as the pre-eminent writer of film criticism of the not just the last century but this one as well. Despite losing his voice, he's anything but silent. He's taken to the web to transform not just his writing, but film criticism as well. In a day and age where lengthy reviews have been overlooked for sound-bytes and hundred-word reviews, Ebert is writing not just more than ever before, but better than anyone could have imagined. With his absence from television, those who still value his opinion must see out his writing which has blossomed in ways no one ever could have imagined and the fruit of these labors are in his autobiography, Life Itself, one of the best modern biographies to ever be written.

Writing about music means a slew of rock God biographies are continually sent my way and while they're enthralling historical documents and often give the reader a certain perspective, we also are given a glimpse into their egocentric minds. A rock star acts like a child for a few decades before they settle down, make amends for their past and finish their book with a new look on life. Roger Ebert's book opens with a untainted view of the world and as he takes us down the corridors of his life, he shares dreams, desires and darkness but above all, he shows us a road map for making the most out of life. Ebert is an acute narrator fully aware of not just the intricacies of existence, but the gloom and glory that go hand-in-hand with it. Roger Ebert's Life Itself is one of the greatest biographies to ever be written because it is devoid of ego. Stepping into the past is a dangerous and treacherous road for many who write autobiographies. They wallow in it without regard for the reader. Not everyone's childhood warrants to be documented. That being said, what differentiates Ebert from most film and music stars is that he's a professional writer…one of the greatest of the last forty years.

Ebert outlines his journey, never hiding his feelings or falsifying the past in order to credit himself. When he was selfish, stupid and just wrong, he flat out admits it. His tales from Champaign, Illinois aren't selfish, but stoic and from there no stone goes unturned. He talks about the pain of losing his father while still a teen, the bottomless pit he felt when his trusty dog had died, the rush from writing sports articles for the local press, the high school crushes, a professor he let down once by criticizing his work, being overweight, his first job in Chicago, to his overseas studies, to a woman who had lied to him about being pregnant, to his long walks throughout London his extreme love for his wife Chaz and the friendships that painted his journey and give the narrative philosophical color. The tales of friendships are among the most profound. You've never heard of many of these people but you wish you could have dinner with them.The embarrassments, the humiliations and the accomplishments are so real, you half forget you are reading someone else's story. This is Ebert's brilliance, he peppers his stories with enough nuances to make him his own, but they're easily relate-able to anyone who has ever left a breath escape from their lips. Most people famous enough to write their own biography have this barrier between them and their audience. This is only natural after years in the limelight and having press agents and assistants doing the heavy lifting allowing the star to always keep their distance. Ebert's famous enough to be recognized by anyone who ever went to see a film between 1980 and 2000 and yet, he's still a humble and kind man. The film directors and stars who invaded his mind and heart get proper due here as well. He speaks in awe of the late movie greats like Robert Mitchum and Lee Marvin, whereas when he writes about directors Martin Scorsese and Werner Herzog, there is a brotherly bond there. Most biographies find the subject pointing fingers at those who had done them wrong and made them suffer. Ebert's book doesn't waste time on these people, instead it is about those who have enlightened his life.

There is a wonderful chapter on his relationship with Gene Siskel where he breaks down the differences between the two of them and a desire to always one-up the other. However, despite this fierce competition and the on-screen combating, deep down, there was more than respect, there was love. I spend a good amount of time hearing pitches from press agents and publishers about biographies they want me to write about. They're usually about a star who lived in excess, is stabbing a former friend in the back or wallowing about their misfortune. These stories make for good reads, but how many can you remember months later? How many stick with you? How many permeate your senses with a tale of hope and redemption? Do any provide a road map for the future? I have now read Life Itself three times. Each and every chapter of Life Itself is infused with a silver lining. He spends a good amount of the book reminiscing about the good old day of journalism, aged movie theaters, little European hotels and Chicago greasy spoons that have gone out of business. But in each one, while lined with nostalgia, the reader picks up on the zest he has for life which comes to a head in the book's final chapter.

There is a passage so insightful in the book's final pages, I feel it is my duty to reprint it here in full because it is simply one of dozens of passages that give the reader lenses to view the world in a brighter light. "'Kindness' covers all of my political beliefs. No need to spell them out. I believe that if, at the end, according to our abilities we have done something to make others a little happier, and something to make ourselves a little happier, that is about the best we can do. To make others less happy is a crime. To make ourselves unhappy is where all crime starts. We must try to contribute joy to the world. That is true no matter what our problems, our health, our circumstances. We must try. I didn't always know this and I am happy I lived long enough to find it out."

Most art finds a way of bringing your dreams to life whereas Life Itself paints a picture of one's existence that is better than a dream. It's one thing to allow your imagination to take you away to a place where you view life through different lenses, but it's another entirely to find such euphoric wonder in the banalities of life. The rare few who can do this…Springsteen, Scorsese and Roger Ebert-they're the artists we learn the most from. They don't make us reach higher and father so much as make us realize the fortunes that have befallen us and that our dreams are living and breathing in the here and now. When you close the book upon reading the final words, you will feel whole in ways you've never felt before. He doesn't review life as an burden, instead he believes there is transcendence to be found in every facet of life, which if we bring closer for a deeper inspection, it will free our minds. I honestly believe with all my heart that Life Itself is more than a defining biography but one of the most life affirming books you will ever read.

Anthony Kuzminski is a Chicago based writer and Special Features Editor for the antiMUSIC Network. His daily writings can be read at The Screen Door. He can be contacted at tonyk AT antiMUSIC DOT com and can be followed on Twitter

Share this article
Share on Facebook Share on Twitter Share on Google+ Pin it Share on Reddit email this article

tell a friend about this article

.



advertisement

advertisement

News Reports
Day in Rock:
Metallica Plan 'Unique And Special' Grammy Performance- From First To Last Release First New Song With Skrillex In A Decade- Geoff Tate Insulted By Motley Crue Comparison- more

Iron Maiden Announce North American Summer Tour- Where Are The New Guns N' Roses and Nirvanas Asks Lars- Dashboard Confessional Release Surprise EP- Ghost- more

Bob Seger Giving Away Glenn Frey Tribute Song- Guns N' Roses Reunion Wasn't Motivated By Money- U2 Add Dates To The Joshua Tree Anniversary Tour- Black Sabbath- more

Day in Pop:
Meek Mill Wants Celeb Boxing Match With Drake?- Taylor Swift Teases Zayn Malik Collab In Birthday Message- Michael Jackson Comedy Pulled Following Protests- more

Jennifer Lopez Confirms Drake Collaboration- Lady Antebellum Stream New Single, Announce Album and Tour- Kanye West Course Coming To Washington University- more

Ed Sheeran Makes Billboard History With New Singles- Carrie Underwood and Keith Urban To Duet At The Grammys- Little Big Town Reveal New Details For 'The Breaker' Album- more

advertisement


Reviews

• TBT: David Bowie Live In Chicago 2004

• Michael Hornbuckle - Soul Repo

• Saint Blasphemer - Simon Templar

• David Bowie - Station To Station Remaster

• Travel News, Trips and Tips: January 2017 Edition

• The Blues: Big Jay McNeely - Blowin' Down the House: Big Jay's Latest & Greatest

• Bruce Springsteen - Nebraska

• The Blues: Popa Chubby - The Catfish

• Tumbler - Come to the Edge

• Butch Walker - Stay Gold Album of the Year

• The Blues: The James Montgomery Blues Band

• In Tribute: George Michael's Faith Deluxe Edition

• RockPile: Spotlight on Steamhammer/SPV Records

• TBT: David Bowie - Space Oddity 40th Anniversary Special Edition

• Color You - The Grand Trine

• Santa's Jukebox: Jazz Dispensary- Latin Christmas- Bon Qui Qui- more

• Santa's Jukebox: Legacy Vinyl Edition

• TBT: David Bowie's A Reality Tour

• Fallen Asunder - Self-Titled

• Holiday Gift Guide: Music DVD or Blu-ray Edition

• Bassett - Ghost Hwy

• TBT: The Cult, Stabbing Westward, Monster Magnet and Bird3 Live • more

Rock News Stories
• Metallica Plan 'Unique And Special' Grammy Performance (top story)

• From First To Last Release First New Song With Skrillex In A Decade (top story)

• Geoff Tate Insulted By Motley Crue Comparison (top story)

• Fleetwood Mac's Lindsey Buckingham and Christine McVie Making Duets Album (top story)

• Trent Reznor See Internet As 'Toxic Environment' For Music (top story)

• Former Guns N' Roses Star Out Of Comfort Zone Without Duff (top story)

• Graham Bonnet Regrets Quitting Rainbow (top story)

• Thy Art Is Murder Reunion With CJ McMahon Speculation After Fest Jam (top story)

• Stephen Pearcy Downplays Bobby Blotzer's Role In Ratt (top story)

• Megadeth's Nick Menza Official Cause Of Death Filed With Court (top story)

• Eagles of Death Metal Paris Attack Documentary Trailer Released (top story)

• Sebastian Bach Speaks Out About Today's Music Approach (top story)

• Guns N' Roses Mom Releasing 'Tell All' Book (top story)

• Skid Row Making New Album, Confirm New Singer (top story)

• Metallica Release Videos For Live Debut Of Two New Songs (top story)

• Steely Dan Announce Las Vegas Residency (top story)

• Joey Jordison Reflects On Illness That Cost Him Slipknot Gig (top story)

• Zakk Wylde Releases 'Lost Prayer' Music Video (top story)

• Eisley Stream New Song Featuring Circa Survive Frontman (top story)

• Sex Pistols Frontman John Lydon Releasing Limited Edition Book (top story)

• Emmure Announce New Album 'Look At Yourself', Release Teaser Video (top story)

• Danny Worsnop Releases 'Don't Overdrink It' Video (top story)

• Arcade Fire's The Reflektor Tapes Live Getting Digital Release (top story)

• Crowbar and Superjoint Lead IX Lives For The Sick Lineup (top story)

• more

B-Side Stories
• Meek Mill Wants Celeb Boxing Match With Drake? (top story)

• Taylor Swift Teases Zayn Malik Collab In Birthday Message (top story)

• Michael Jackson Comedy Pulled Following Protests (top story)

• James Corden Turns Kanye West Lyrics Into Soap Opera (top story)

• David Bowie's 'Lazarus' Originally Involved Fake Bob Dylan Songs (top story)

• Dierks Bentley Gets Personal With 'Black' Video (top story)

• Zac Brown Band Announce North American Tour (top story)

• Ed Sheeran Talks New Single 'Shape of You' (top story)

• Jimmy Fallon and Kevin Bacon Put New Spin On Kinks Classic (top story)

• Halsey Streams New Song 'Not Afraid Anymore' (top story)

• A Tribe Called Quest Can't Think Of New Album Without Phife Dawg (top story)

• Raekwon Reveals Some Details For 'New Album The Wild' (top story)

• Chris Brown Vs. Soulja Boy Odds Revealed (top story)

• Mike Tyson Releases Soulja Boy Diss Track 'If You Show Up' (top story)

• Lil Wayne 'Tha Carter V' Track Clip Goes Online (top story)

• Jamiroquai Announce First Headline Shows In Six Years (top story)

• 7-Year-Old Nails Taylor Swift Impersonation (top story)

• Red Hot Chili Peppers and Imagine Dragons Lead Lollapalooza Paris (top story)

• Idina Menzel Announces North American Tour (top story)

• Dan + Shay Release 'How Not To' Video (top story)

• Eric Church Played 37 Songs During Tour Kick Off (top story)

• Steve Aoki and Louis Tomlinson To Play Late Night TV (top story)

• Thomas Rhett Adds Dates To Home Team Tour (top story)

• Selena Gomez Shares New Recording Studio Clips (top story)

• Sigur Ros Announce Special Guests For Upcoming Shows (top story)

• Brad Pitt Introduces Surprise Sting and Chris Cornell Jam (top story)

• Property Brothers and Eric Paslay Release Music Video (top story)

• The Chainsmokers Taking Their Moms To Grammy Awards (top story)

• Jason Aldean Announces They Don't Know Tour (top story)

• Ed Sheeran To Appear On 'Carpool Karaoke' (top story)

• The Chemical Brothers Album Catalog Reissued On Vinyl (top story)

• Gamble and Huff Tribute The Soul Survivors' Richie Ingui (top story)

• Billy Currington Announces Stay Up 'Til The Sun Tour (top story)

• Whisperin' Bill Anderson Extends North American Tour Plans (top story)

• Twiztid Release 'Kill Somebody' Video (top story)

• Trailer Park Boys Star Bubbles Goes EDM With Marc Mysterio (top story)

• more



Follow Us:

Contact Us - Privacy - antiMusic Email - Why we are antiMusic

Copyright© 1998 - 2016 Iconoclast Entertainment Group All rights reserved.

Please click here for legal restrictions and terms of use applicable to this site. Use of this site signifies your agreement to the terms of use.